Oh man. I find Olivia Ong's voice sweet and fantastic. She makes old dull jazz songs that i usually force myself to adapt to, great! Take so nice and girl from Ipanema! Original singer was Bebel Gilberto. Had a hard time adapting to her voice, prolly cause it was sang in the 80s, but Olivia makes me love the music! Too think i was rather anti her when she sang the ru yan. I dont like!! The other time i heard her live due to Bev insistence, said she was great, but she was! But that didnt really made me remember her, but the songs did! She really has that sweet, damn suitable for jazz songs!



Grr. Soured relationship. Now i seriously DONT CARE.

I am going DUBAI! = AM GOING h&m. Me = damn happy!

Heh. First time im so excited for this dubai trip! BECAUSE DUBAI HAS H&M :) Hopefully the stuff available there will be the ones that i like online :) Thats why the ability to comprehend german rocks in terms of online shopping in h&m :)



Super pretty skirt :)

Saw some super nice jacket but not practical! Haa



Love this shoes! Super chio!

Saw this in germany but i resisted temptation plus the service there sucks so i didnt buy. Looking it again, i seriously want it!

Too many stuff to get and im to lazy to post it out. :(

I should just forget this shit and move on. I tried.

Im not in a good mood. Regardless of what ive said on the previous post, i tried once again to appease you. Gosh, i dont know why im doing this, but it seem right. Once again, you had no reaction. I dont know if "if you dont want this friendship then so be it" is going to work anymore since i know i will try again. Call me selfish or anything, i know i've been a pain in the ass most of the time, giving tantrums like im a 5 year old kid all the time. Yet you endured with no question or confrontation asked. It was just once and i blew up. The only time you made me so angry that i basically scolded you with a long text message without vulgarities in. I may be petulant or man bu jiang li, but put yourself in my shoes, have you ever thought how i feel when i had a near death experience? How i told myself to stand up and go on cos i have a wr to take? And how i forgone the pain, cleaning up the wounds to prevent infections just to meet you up as soon as possible? When we met, you said we waited for you for so long when you obviously know the reason why? I didnt blow up at that point was because i know everytime we meet up was always for me. I am a selfish person, asking your help whenever possible and despite the fall i had no right to be angry. BUT, the pain that i had endure and your nonchalant became the turning point and regardless the fact that you always had to give in to me and meet up to teach me, help me, i blew up. I am not perfect. I am not a wall that does not have any emotions. I am a human who may be unreasonable at times and cannot see right or wrong.but yet I saw it, and tried to make amends but you dont care.So what now? was i wrong to scold you? Should i have forgone and perhaps things would be different?

Pw intensive this week. Bonded with my classmates really well :) Love them to bits. I guess they are the reason why i can forget about the problems that i have. Jogathon today, made alot of new friends, me likey likey. Filming started today and well, brandon was damn funny. HAHAHAHAHAA will show you guys the end product soon!

I am going to the nightskate and god bless me.